K-pop obsession?

Surprised on how empty my blog is? :)

It was actually a quick action without much thinking; just deleting them all in once click. Oh well, I thought it was time to move on with life... Not looking back at those downsides. Life needs to be something great and not filled with those unnecessary worries and so on, right? :)

Alright, I have a confession to make. Quite a big one for revealing it for the first time. Never once I've talked about it to any of my close friends or whoever. Just had this thinking for around.... few months ago when I realized things are going overboard.

I need to and will for sure stop my addiction or obsession over K-POP!

Yup, I've said it. It may not sound like a big thing to anyone of you, especially those who are not in my shoes. Being us, who've fallen into this deep hole which is getting deeper from time to time that it's not easy to climb up to bring back the light of our life. It's not easy, or at least that's what I thought. But of course right? Even any addiction isn't easy to stop like right away. It is tempting and someday it may come back maybe? Like smoking or drug...

I actually think it's time to finally realize and get out of this shell I've been hiding in. Being ignorant, knowing the truth of how bad it can be all the while.... It's time. After years of being addicted to it... I can't even remember the exact years I've been into K-Pop. Almost 10 years? Started out really mild when I was addicted with Rain.. Lol~ My nickname was even mrs.rain. Haha.. Think about it makes me wanna laugh.

People grow up right? I think it's time for me too :).... Not wanting to accept the truth of leaving this virtual world always. Time to leave it I guess... But of course, being in love with the music isn't a problem. I still will listen to K-pop songs once in a while.. since they're already in my playlist.. I will slowly reduce the addiction by moving away from the k-pop sites I've been visiting all the while. My only hope is to go for Kim Hyun Joong's coming concert either at the end of this year or early next year. Well, it's my dream for so long to hear him singing live.... After that I can leave it completely already :)

Truly love him... but it's finally time to move on... :)

I know how lifeless it is always to be only facing the computer and not getting out to socialize more. Not gonna continue being like that.... It's time to change :) Although my future will still lie facing the computer lolol~ I wouldn't mind actually. I'm already originally lazy to move around... xD But will surely prove to people that geeks or the so called geeks are not those who are nerdy facing the computer lifelessly, they have their awesome life too :)

p/s: I'm still feeling a bit reluctant to post this... But I believe it's for my own good.. I need to do something with it. There's much more waiting for me outside... I know it. :)

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