That person...


That person who accepts all your weaknesses and yet accepts you for who you are.
That person who cares for you more than yourself.
That person who is always there for you.
That person who can make you smile no matter what situation you're dealing with.
That person who listens to you whenever you have something to say.
That person whom you can talk anything to, just like a best friend.
That person who protects you.
That person who loves you not for your appearance.
That person whom you can be yourself all the time.

That person... I have found him :)

That special someone...









Saturday, October 13, 2012 | | 1 comments Read more

The future..


I got to say that I cannot seem to follow the advice of this quote. I know we all have to just enjoy the moment in the present, not look back nor stress about the future that has yet to arrive. But the voice in me just had to constantly remind me always that I have to be prepared of the future. I learn from the past, not wanting the bad memories to repeat... And yes, I do live in the present and try to make the most of it. But, I cannot not stress about the future even though it has not arrived yet. 

Future... to me, is one really big world out there which is waiting for me. 
I need to imagine and prepare for it. 
I need to ensure that I am not all lost when my future arrives. 
I want to give the best I can in the future.

Why am I studying and learning right now? They're all for the future right? So how can I not stress about them. Every single thing I do, I think about how it will affect me in the future. 

 To me, the unknown world of future has been in my head for a long long time. I was just too scared to face it as I know once I know that I have to face it, I need to work my ass off, and less playing time for me. I was all oblivious whenever my mind starts thinking about the future. But I know it's no time for me to do that anymore. Time waits for nobody. The longer I drag or ignore the fact, the worse my future will be. I need to get prepared for whatever I do... Learn the most I can while I have the chance to. Nobody else is going to be there guiding you step by step. I have to stand on my own two feet and survive in the cruel world out there.

 I need to get my senses back and face it. The future.....

Friday, October 12, 2012 | | 0 comments Read more